New day, new start

Well be a bit rough recently in the Maylam household......

1. Mark's been made redundant! His was the job we thought would be the secure one!
2. Joe caused £1000 damage to the house when he had an 'autistic outburst' last week
3. Tim is acting up & getting agressive
4. Panicking about mortgage payments due to Mark's redundancy
5. I AM NEARLY BACK UP TO THE SAME WEIGHT AS WHEN I STARTED SW LAST JUNE!!!!!!!

I have decided that today 9th April is going to be a new start & I am looking to focus more positive. I have decided to start doing a fitness bootcamp to try & give me a kick up the bum with regards to my fitness. I don't want to go to Zoe's wedding in June looking like a ten ton heffer! (that's how I am feeling at the min). Things have been sooo stressful over the past few months that I have forgotten to look after myself as I have been concerntrating on everyone else, forgetting that I should look after myself first. I heard a quote recently on Oprah 'if you were on a plane & the oxygen masks came down, would you do your's first or everyone elses?'

I am no good to the kids if I am not healthy & fit so here is to a new focused me! (I hope)