Update

So today I was shocked to hear that my idol as a teen has died at the age of 38! Corey Haim was a part of the 80's teen scene and was a fixture on my wall! It makes you realise that life is soo short to take things for granted

Well on a happier note things have started to improve, Joe's diagnosis is making a lot of things make sense now and also we are getting help with the financial situation as well which is making me feel a whole lot better.

Oh a super fab note Ben is now crawling forwards!!!! I am sooo proud! It first happened on my birthday which was the best present I could have asked for, he is getting so big so quick, but he is still a absolute gem and such a cutie!

I had photos taken of him yesterday in Boots and there is also a 'face of mini mode' competition so I decided to put Ben in for that as I think he would do well, but then again you never know who they will be up against, but here's to having everything crossed